459. When he was admitted into the inward parts of my body, I was let into a kind of heavenly state, so that I did not want to expel those guests, even less avenge the harm done to me. This he also appreciated, saying that it was a peaceable [attitude]; but still, as though deprived of his reason, and still panting for vengeance, he kept on pressing to accomplish his endeavors, and is still keeping on.