75. * as was symbolically portrayed to me just now, while I was writing these words, by dreadful rebellious disturbances on the part of those who had been Jews. But these things are so horrible that I would prefer to cast them utterly and forever out of my memory. From this experience, by the Divine mercy of God the Messiah, I was given to learn what their disposition had been, and is. I could then see clearly what the Heavenly Kingdom would be like if they had Moses as their leader, whom they wanted to raise up above God the Messiah Himself, and so gain control of Heaven. That is how wicked it was. O* [Jews] * This symbol is a circle with a dot in the center.